Finaleee

Sunday, January 04, 2009

LA has a waterfall!

Headed out to LA this morning, ended up in Yosemite. (You know how we do?!)

Every turn is serendipitous. LA was a no go (he is coming up tomorrow - dont ask, I am choosing to believe in the positive flow of love across the universe and as I focus on beneficial connection and the falling away of what I dont need, we shall see which was the right door. More on trust and past and discipline and joy later.) However, where I stopped to get gas and a granola bar happened to be the beginning of the road to Yosemite, as seen on my trusty atlas page (you people who pray to the GPS have to already know where you're going to get there - what sense does that make?). Never seen Yosemite, so I took a left. There was snow! And a waterfall falling into snow! It was 25 degrees! It was beautiful... My country training came into play - I turned down a road that wasnt meant for the Acura, ruts deeper than the car, I had to straddle them while sliding back and forth on the ice, dirt road practice came in handy.

The sun fell and it was time to go. I had planned a loop back the bay. Took my turn and looked up into a flashing sign that told me to get out my chains. I didnt have chains, or cell phone service, so I headed back out the way I came. But all the way back the way I had come seemed boring to this adventurer, so I got out the trust atlas (he needs a name, how 'bout Henry). Checked ol' Henry and plotted a new course. 'Cep they didnt tell Henry the road I picked had been abandoned long ago. There were so many patches in the road, it might as well have been cobblestone. A good 100 miles from where I ultimately needed to be, night had fallen, the old lady in me took over, getting cussed by the adventurer, we all turned around. Settled for hitting small hills fast enough to lose our stomach, and decided intact pavement was the best decision.

On the way to Yosemite and then in the park, I believe I passed my totem pole, though it came it pieces. Lets look them up and record them here so I can remember.

I saw a bald eagle on the flats beyond the orchards:

Eagle Energy
Because of his high flight, Eagle has been seen as a symbol of divinity among many cultures. To the Greeks he symbolized Zeus, father of wind and lightning; while the Native Americans see him as connection to Great Spirit.

Eagle teaches us that we have the ability to soar to great heights if only we will find the courage to do so. Once we dare to reach, we find that the upcurrents and thermals of the Universe will support us. Through Eagle we learn that the joy and freedom we gain through reaching for the Sun is worth the fear of singed feathers.

From his great height, Eagle's view of what is possible becomes broader, his horizons more limitless. Eagle people are may often seem apart from the crowd, where thier perspective can give them a better view of the big picture. Their broader perception gives them an inherent understanding of what must be done, and that in nature, the greatest mercy is often a swift kill.

However, Eagle's beak is swift and tearing, and Eagle people should remember that others view of the situation may be limited and to temper their words so that they do not cut others apart. It is important to learn that there is a time for force and a time for gentleness. There may also be a need to work at releasing past and repressed angers, so that the heart is lighter and can soar to greater heights.

Eagle's talons are strong and fierce. Those with Eagle medicine should be willing to grasp opportunity as it comes. To dive towards what they deem necessary or helpful. The feathers of the Eagle are said to hold great cleansing and healing power. Legend also tells that the Eagle would undergo a Phoenix-like rejuvenation by flying close to the Sun and burning away its feathers, then bathing in clear water and be reborn.

Eagle medicine teaches us to work towards releasing past hurts by embracing our inner core self -- the Sun at our heart, and by being willing to accept our emotions and heal. For those working Eagle there is a need for purification; willingness to embrace the creative Child Self at our core; and courage to let the processes of growth move through our lives.

Eagle thrives best in an environment of quiet isolation. Eagle people should be certain to make space in their lives for alone-time.Though a creature of the air, Eagle has strong associations in all elemental realms. He soars toward the sun (Fire) and yet purifies in a lake, according to legend (Water) -- also, the Bald Eagle lives near water & dines on fish -- and eats of the creatures of Earth. The strength of his legs, far stronger than most birds, also speak of a need for grounding and Earth association. Through this, we understand that the journey to our Higher Self is an alchemical process wherein the greatest growth will occur when there is balance in all dimensions.

Nice. Saw a wolf. Just standing and staring. Not afraid. At least I think it was a wolf. Kind of reddish brown. Maybe it was a giant fox...I'm gonna say wolf. If that was a fox, there is most definitely something in the water.

Wolf Totems
Wolves are the epitome of stamina, known to run 35 miles a day in pursuit of prey. They are highly misunderstood animals, who have gained the reputation of being cold blooded. In reality wolves are friendly and social creatures. Aggression is something they avoid, preferring rather to growl or create a posture to show dominance.

Even though living in close knit packs provide wolves with a strong sense of family, they are still able to maintain their individuality. Wolves represent the spirit of freedom, but they realize that having individual freedom requires having responsibilities.

Because wolf is a teacher and pathfinder, he comes when we need guidance in our lives. Those who have a Wolf Totem will move on to teach others about sacredness and spirituality. Wolf can also teach how to balance the responsibility of family needs and not to lose one's personal identity.

Wolf teaches us to develop strength and confidence in our decisions. He shows we will learn to trust our insights once we learn how to value our inner voice. This wisdom keeps us from inappropriate action. If wolf appears in your life examine where you need to develop more confidence and if you need more balance between friends, family, and yourself.

Well damned if that dont apply...Last I saw a bear. A bear! Brown tipped fur with a lighter color underneath. Ran right across the road and disappeared. Nobody else saw, just standing around or making snowmen very close to the woods that a bear had just run into.

Caution, Healing, Leadership
The power of the Bear totemis the power of introspection.The answers to all our questions lie within us.Each of us has the capacity to quiet the mind,enter the silence and know.

Just as the bear hibernates during the winter,people with a Bear totem will be quieterduring the winter months. But theymust awaken in the spring and seek whatever opportunities are around them.

When you have a Bear totem,you are being guided to a leadership role.You must be fearless in defending your beliefs.

The Bear also encourages you to exercise your abilities as a natural healer.

Bears are associated with trees which are natural antennas, linking the heavens and the Earth.Bear also has links to the seven color rays of the Universal Lightas well as Lunar ties, linking the subconscious and the unconscious mind.It is associated with the Goddess Artemis.


Wow. Shamanism will not be denied. Ready me. Purify and guide me to the place I must inhabit. Remind me I must make this place within. Amen.

2 Comments:

  • At 3:05 PM, Blogger Michelle Puckett said…

    holy shit, u lucky thang, u! all three of those animules are ones i would LOVE to see. but u got em all at once. a bear. wow. i guess u must be *special* or something...xo.

     
  • At 9:05 PM, Blogger Meg Day said…

    woman!

     

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